Idle, caused emotional boring, boring, rigid mechanism for causing emotional and rigid system made stall teaching students to cope with resulting sharp drop in teaching, students dropped causing a crisis of survival ... ...
one, yesterday once more
from China to the world, from domestic to foreign, historical, political, cultural, interesting rumor from the lively street to the national economy and worries, as I Duanqichabei, his feet, good night, we have long up to three hours of Shenkan it came to an end of the. Look at time,
, is already a little midnight, Zhang Tao, Kazakhstan has been hit several angry. Because of his endless chat surging emotions ran high and everyone held up a conversation with each other rest, so I went back to the house until regret, spread pen on paper, clean thoughts, when, it has been shrouded in the heart,
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I unscrewed the bottle of Pepsi, lit up a cigarette. The beginning of his experience had all the thoughts of the sort. A picture of a long absence, as if in a trance overlap,
, in the extended, in conjunction with the rising wave of the smell of tobacco, it seems clear what the immediate, but when I reached in front of nothing when touched, I know,UGG BOOTS, this is a life of giving, but also a life of illusion. Four students had just completed their face,
, the face of desire and their wonderful fresh start in life, how I look forward to even vaguely resolution: Maybe I am also a member among them. But what am I to the identity of someone who is a with them a happy inter-generational dialogue.
This is their first step of social contact, I hope my old and smooth do not give them a bad memory, I even feel lucky that, perhaps they will remember a person in the live chat with some of the debris.
due to lack of networks and media, the newly arrived, because the long night and the burning of pride, we burned water, bubble tea, in the beginning of a messy room, the most primitive and not chat chat QQ, coy demeanor of the two boys talk to the impulse of the time, also doing my part, assumed a truculent spirit of the way with the other debate. Zhang Tao (the other three new faculty I do not know their names) is to learn History, and talk together is not very strenuous, and the other girls are learning mathematics, when we talk interpreted as argument, she can only listened quietly. All talk, it seems that topic leads me, then I say the most, and then transferred to the next topic. Everyone is scrambling to show his insights in the process, I do not humble style, this is the reason I still regret.
I suddenly thought, my work process is such a chat with boiling water. At that time we are living in a remote rural school, every night along with a fifth-watt light bulb, a few young teachers are amazing mixed with one or two older counterparts, a chat is a midnight. No subject,
, not taken into account, and then a topic to a topic Shenkan. Is strong in our spirits, something more to say when, there is always an older counterparts to say: reflection whatsoever gradually into the topic into the sleep.
thought of this, I finally clear earlier in their own eyes what all the ghost, and assuming no current dilemma of what happens to their own, assuming that the current will not have their own to stay in public schools or private schools so difficult decision, assuming that no catch their own private teaching in the Yanan years experience of working hard, in a chat after this, how do I have such a strong feel?
Although this chat is only a dozen years ago, the original experience their own reproduction of the kind of life, I pour over books illness long time refused to go to sleep.
Second, the labor index
it, so my feelings since I returned home, there are already many times. Familiarize themselves with the enthusiasm again and again along with a field Gong Choujiao greetings organization meet, I will faint when satiated,UGGs,
, often are surprised: Originally career can be over ah! Do not have to look at the clock the minute hand to the deployment of the next ten minutes to do,UGG boots cheap, not in the vast and complex human relations in hard in pursuit of a new breakthrough,
, the students do not smoke in the vast power to the battle in trying to come up unable to do anything, do not try to figure out a person's words carefully a look behind the promotion will bring much honor. This is a general public school teachers, career status, level mediocre short leisurely. Sleep until he woke up in time, the face of the plateau fruit breeze, the sun, I suddenly invention, the premises with me to keep me even the sky is so blue, the air is so new.
really tired, but also the rest a while, the home, as the undisputed as I rested the exception of choice. Since only home I have prepared the public and, although later a long time, I was prepared to pay a lot of the public and nothing, but I have the vocabulary of familiar and unfamiliar beyond description. There is a commentary called the labor indicators, and indicators of labor, these two words together, with Chinese characteristics is a very, very level, reflected in our national conditions. Since it is working, she has to pay, and how much is paid with Labor can only be one person, but also enjoy the remuneration, only one path, that is to get the labor qualifications, which made the preparation and public issues. And this opportunity is for an average person to achieve only through graduation. All levels and types of universities, secondary school graduates each year will be an endless stream of good product as factory production, like employing unit, the No major changes in his words, this person can only step by step to a lifetime of work, wages increase with age titles, life enough to live comfortably, until the old. Solid and there is no risk, the poor are hungry Buzhi Yu died, with my own words: This is the Chinese characteristics of the most brief description of the labor index. In that case, almost non-existent in foreign countries in China's southeastern coastal region is also a problem if, however, in the Midwest region,
and I was in this environment, braving the danger of losing the labor index, separate from home, north of Yan'an, a few years time to complete their own buried to hide the hearts of the delusion. The fantasy now seem to be some prospect of a solution of the.
Cultivation and I went to school governance is endless, and can no longer out of himself. Travel through the vast and complex and changing interpersonal disposal of school affairs, and I slowly matured, and his own literary experience, it is impossible to go beyond himself. Changes in state of the economy led to a lot of legendary about my lies, and slowly people are in use around the eyes looked kind of envious of me, tangible and intangible, many hope the change will occur,
, colleagues want to ask my private teaching Yan'an anecdotes, familiar people want to apply my personal connections to the municipal units in a small town to do some very difficult things, such a situation it is impossible now seems out of himself again . Now, I am from a city private schools across the county, directly to a remote township junior high school, so I am afraid that no one can drop out of their own instead.
such a choice is helpless with a very strong, especially to see the familiar premises, familiar people, think of themselves in face of various disasters and then stormed off the case, the really gloomy pole, at a loss. In the end is displaced to their then angrily to fight for momentum is a hero, or now face fierce competition and a slump in private education and preparation for commitment to the idea of public schools is a wise move and now I do not know.
, however, is not wise is not the main, main thing is to finish above them in my sighs, when the county Department of Education received the phone: 7:00 am on time to the school joined the job fair.
that I regained the labor indicators.
It really is a bolt from the blue ah!
Third, survival
This is the second time my name appeared in Luochuan County Council staff teaching allocation of the file the first time in 14 years ago. Many years later, I took a town by the Luochuan shuttle bound for Earth-based,
, potholed asphalt bumps in a half-hour, state of mind is very numerous and familiar pictures and appear before my eyes is in such a rainy stretch of the journey, is accompanied by the sad music,UGGs, separate from the county six years ago, I went to distant cities to work hard, to realize his fantasies, the year after six years, I will end the same way their dreams, come to a more remote desert township middle school to do more an English teacher. I hesitate to blog full-time faith hundreds of times to realize his fantasies, and today I was commissioned to document a piece of paper under the figure, a remote town in general do teachers do not have a mind naturally flavors.
in my understanding, the problem of unemployment, pension issues, accident injuries, as I now know, these social security system in practice is almost zero rather than not perfect. Private enterprises, especially private schools in the wages of employees in addition to relatively affordable, but could not find reason to be subjected under it. Plus many non-standard corporate governance is not a perfect system and personnel system, private school teachers at the expense of life, ever playing career cut on like state, there is nothing on several of the protection of a disaster, a disease, a complete personal future will be crushed aspire to smoke. This is a private school may not survive the political soil. Increasingly fierce competition in the students the school dropped the process, the government-run schools to increase investment in hardware, on the other hand the gradual progress in the treatment of teachers in public schools (after the person is said to add the benefits you can get 3000 or so) , so that the development of private schools also lost to the last piece of the economic upper hand in the soil.
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